I looked inside myself;
A long, hard look that that perceived
The core of my being, hidden by the outer layers that I
had
cloaked myself with.
I found a frightened child.
Afraid, lonely . . . lacking expression,
Or meaning,
Or joy.
I reeled from shock, confident as I was
In my self, my being,
My character which had been, as I thought, set in
stone.
In my quest to protect myself from the world,
To keep others away from my soul,
I had succeeded only too well -
And I had left myself, muted and impotent,
Locked inside a worthless shell.
It is time for the child to be set free.