Wondering the same, as days fade away.
Trying to end the game when I no longer play.
Walking to search the finish.
Shooting my target but yet again it misses.
I do try to be complete and to be one part.
Yet shattered memories make my life hard.
Searching a finish when I never even found a start.
Where is the sense in trying so hard?
Why do I have to beat them all?
When was this decision, my call?
I wish I could share the feelings of my Soul.
That would help me to accomplish my Goal.
Favors asked but never Returned.
My soul and mind silently Learned.
The Path I excessed was never there.
Why me, do I only Stare?
So Angel please understand my wish.
Retrieve my heart with a heavenly bliss.
Without the lies in my eyes that where Shut.
That will take away the tears of Blood.
Make me feel a deep relief.
And vanish the pain, Joy of Thief.
Restore my love and my beliefs.
Take me home a place without deceives.