It occurs to me as I'm standing ankle high in
slush
I could lose my life doing this,
But if I don't do it, others could lose theirs.
The fire dances, and torments, but I stand firm.
The only thing between me and uncertain death
Is a stream of water, at a high pressure.
One wrong move, and I could be dead.
Or worse, those I know and care about.
It's a dangerous life, but what is life without
danger?
I grin and try not to choke on the overpowering
smoke
Which seems to get everywhere, no matter how hard you
try
To avoid it.
The eyes hurt.
But I can't tell if that's from the smoke
Or fatigue. Oh, if only I could close them for a
while!
And not open them! But I can't do that!
That would be signing my death warrent then and
there.
I must stay alert.
Suddenly, out of the darkness reaches a hand, from
behind me.
I do not flinch. No one is there to hurt me.
The hand is gloved, and reaches for my shoulder,
And when it makes contact, it squeezes lightly with
its fingers.
That, and the words "Are you OK?" give me the energy
to go on
For hours on end.
Until the teasing licks of flame are out.